just jessica

home...

i am back at home in st george.

blogging from my bed.

i wish the job would have worked out.

i gave it my all and i tried my hardest.

but instead of going into details, lets just say it was a bad situation and im glad to be out of it.

if you are one who would like to know details, i will gladly tell you.

it's bittersweet to be back. it almost feels like a big dream.

i never want to forget the sights and smells, the feelings and fear.

i feel like i became myself on the streets of the city.

it was everything i had to make me happy.

i loved the exhilarition of independance and feeling so grown up.

there was a lot of bad, but there was a lot of good..the two put together made me a better me. there are days i want to relive, there are more days i would rather forget forever.

i wish i could walk past the nauvoo temple every day for the rest of my life.

i wish i could hop on a train and be in the heart of chicago.

be in my city.

i met people who changed my life.

i cried, but i was brave.

now its back to school, applying to a program, and job hunting.

there's just something missing..

i left a piece of my heart in the windy city.